Of The Eye To Progress Poem by Timothy Long

doesn't it sadden you,
it saddens me,
like the stone and the feather,
floating away only to drop,
why can't this stop?
insecurities kill,
should be known by now,
an instrument of use,
i far cry,
i envy,
like seeing all i despise makes me cry,
like certain days of old,
oh the blind eye to progress,
fake hello's and friendly meaningless of goodbye's,
but thats alright, give it another try,
never to late,
so cold,
the world wasnt what i expected,
not guessing it,
of not belonging in this world,
everything you say will be okay?
wanting to take my life,
like a ghost reflected,
hearing you say,
i can only imagine,
mercy me, '
like a creep,
could i look you in the eye?
i see your face again,
it makes me worse,
the drugs dont work,
my friend you want to sure,
letting my spirit again,
into the ocean, trying to fly,
a drownings game,
save my own life,
go on,
tragic is this,
saddness or sorrow,
dear agony you see,
i can not bow,
the man of this world,
guilding heavens doors,
fog lit morning, ashes aline,
in trembles order,
the progress faded,
like or friendship,
it hurt only for millisecond of my life,
causing so much strife