O Lord Jesus, I'Ve Dragged Your Name In The Mud. Poem by devon da poet

I've devalued your temple.
I've lived my life in absurd, not thinking on the value.
I lost my ways and love.
I pursued the wrong things
Living my life the way I pleased.
My life I tried to cease!
Lord, I love you now that I'm broken.
Now I have no other way.
I love you now that my life is weary.
Yes, it's now I love you for true.
I despised the power of your spirit.
I mocked the power in your name.
Now that I'm high and dry I cry out in shame.
My mind needs your comfort.
My life needs your touch.
My eyes need your vision.
Please lord take me there!
Take me to that place of restoration!
I long to be restored.
I'm as sorry as can be.
My heart is hurt and sored.
My skin raise in fear, now my life is troubled.
My body needs a love like yours, one that is unconditional.
I am a wicked wretch o lord.
I had no sense of godliness.
I was seeking pleasure and approval when my life was slipping away.
Now I'm like a dog with no bone, I come hungry and in need.
I long for care and shelter, Lord please be my refuge.
Lord please forgive my folly!
Take this thorn from me.
I'm a lost sheep in a foreign dwelling, Lord help me to find my way back with you.
O Jesus, Abba Father, I need a divine intervention.
I am like a withering flower, I need your healing touch.
I sit like a coward.
I stand like a rocking chair.
I kneel as though I have no power.
I'm like a crab with no hole.
My anguish and travail are severe.
My life is in despair.
My solitude is so enormous, Lord give me peace today.
My love I'll cast forth to you.
M joy I'll give to thee.
My strength I'll give to you in shouting.
Songs I'll sing to you.
I'll write poems to your glory, and I'll praise you in the dawn.
My life I sympathize so severely.
I love you Jesus, please have your way in me.
O thank you Lord.