Nothing Left To Lose Poem by TR Jones

I am once again alone
We broke up on the phone
I don't know what to say or do
I just want to be with you

You said we where moving too fast
I guess I will have to put you in the past
Nothing is worse than false hope
You realize its wrong and your left to cope

You broke my heart so bad
I had never before been so sad
And you never even knew
I don't think I will make it through

Then you told me we were not done
I thought you were still the one
We could forget about the past
And maybe this time it would last

But then you once again broke my heart
It didn't take long for me to fall apart
You said you didn't want me to get hurt
But there was no way for me to go on unhurt

I wish I had something to look forward to
But I won't ever be with you
And I will never again hold your hand
I only wish you could understand

I suddenly know all the meanings
This all seems so serene
All those sad and lonely songs
Let me know it was all so wrong

Why don't you just let this go
I don't think you really know
That all this gives me so much pain
But I'm just yelling in vain

I'm sick of being alone
My heart sinks like a stone
Every time is think of you
Will I ever make it through