Not The Same Poem by Lynn Garman

things arent the same.
and its not because of what happened, well i hope not.
but he just wont listen.
tells me to be open so i am.
but now its like he dont want to hear it.
what did i do wrong?
there are sometimes when i dont hear from him, all day.
and then he questions me why i didnt text him.
i dont understand him anymore.
times like now, when im up all night.
crying silently,
are the times i wish he would talk and actually listen to me.
actually care.
i dont know if i can do this anymore...
i dont know if i can sit home, thinking of him and be fine.
i just dont know what to do...