Not Playing Your Game Any More Poem by Alison Smith

Been happy to play this game
Telling you how great you are
Accepting the little you give to me
Telling myself its all I need.

Im not playing your game any more
I'm changing all the rules
Now the enjoyment I seek
I'll get from any source.

I'm sure you will find it strange
That I could ever feel this way
Maybe I should be nominated
For an Oscar or Golden Globe.

I have been sitting in a corner crying
Then showed a different side
When you walk into the room
Not sure you will ever know
How much pain you have put me through

Well the game has changed
I'm not playing to your rules
I wont be made cry in a corner any more
I have made so many changes
Within my very core

Now its time to show you
I cant play this game any more
So play by my rules
Or let me be

I'm not playing your game any more.