No More Stars Poem by celia hinojosa

Have you ever felt that you had a reaching point to all your anger and pain
felt like all the depression and rage was done suffocating you
that all the bad that has made you the way it has made you right now
and the comatose of the real you has died and you've been revived
your a new you but not a better one, your someone called a lost cause
your that person that went through something horrible, got help and couldn't get better
all that you we're meant to be and accomplish has been ripped away from you
so everyday when you wake up and the sun is shinning, you know its not shinning for you
the sun is just an awful and horrible reminder of what it could have been
or what you were inside before something inside you just died
it died and you just left because of all the bad and all the wrong things that happened to you
on your tongue all you taste is the bitter defeat and in your eyes the pain that runs deep
no more sunshine and no more rainbows just rainy days with a lot of thunder
just pain in your heart and this pit in your stomach, this void in your heart and this emptiness in your soul
nothings left in you but this black hole filled with emptiness because the star in you is gone
the star in you has vanished and been sucked into this world with no luck
and that star never had a chance when it started to see the grays of the world and forgot it's color
that star forgot too see the good in things and instead saw all the bad and wrong
so now its twinkle twinkle little star, how I wonder...
how I wonder what you could have been and how you are
trapped inside that black hole instead of being that big bright shinny star.