Hopelessly searching for something
Anything that can fulfill the hole
The emptiness in my heart
That constantly obliges my madness
I searched everywhere for something
To complete some happiness in me
But, indeed, nothing worked
I was simply hurting myself over
And over, and over again
I tried the drinking for it’s always
So available every time one feels down
I would drink so much that
I wouldn’t even be able to sustain
Anything that I primarily swallowed that day
I was being cantankerous about
How men made me feel
How they hurt me so much
How much I didn’t want to deal with them
When I first got involved with man
I never thought I was going to be so deeply wounded
I never wanted to believe that
Most were liars and heartbreakers
The couple that wants to bring you happiness
Are most likely abusers and women beaters
Hopelessly searching for happiness
I stumbled unto love I almost believed
It was true but it only took away more joy
And left me with nearly nothing to cherish
Well nothing as happiness.
MarieLove
Sunday, November 20,2005
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
this is really good but 1 thing at the bottom u put sunday 2-20-06 its not sunday its monday lol but this is a realy good poem