Nineteen Years Poem by ESPN CHICK

Nineteen years has come and gone
And I wonder where has the years gone too
There's so much I wish I could say
Then there's words that I wish I would have never said
I miss old times and I wish I could stay a kid
There's days when I don't want to wake up
Then there's days I wish I could runaway
Some days I wish I could tell him how I feel
Then There are days I wish he lived near instead of far away
Maybe then it would be easier to tell him how I feel
There; s times where I want to wish my life away
There are days when I want to escape and try to make it on my own
How I want to be free from this life
But I know that will never happen
Nineteen years has come and gone and I'm still sitting here trying to figure
out who I am

July 18,2008