My What? Poem by Doug Bri

My sword trembles
I cant go forward
My mind is hurting
As my body keeps yelling me to stop
As my heart keeps demanding me to stop

Every winter has become longer
Every Summer have become hotter
Spring and Fall have become shorter

And my emotions are a wreck
My mind is unstable
Like a nuclear reactor
Melt down coming down

How could i be so patient
How could i be so loving
How can i be what you want me to be

Without being myself
without my flexiblity
without my kindness
without my genuine interest
without my patience
without my love
without my time
without my respect
without my fun
without my mind
without me?