My Ungrateful Friend! Poem by myleen aspiras

How many sleepless night I had,
How many times had I sacrificed my sleep?
waiting for someone that haven't exist.
What a dull moment having without him
The most difficult time of my life.
desperation was eternal loneliness.
Then, he was unaware of what I feel.

I dont want you to blame for this
I never regret this wonderful feeling
It was own misery, no one helps my dilemma
only me, only me, only me.
The pain I felt when you leave without reason
even a simple goodbye and lost like a wind.

You were not even valued those sacrifices I had for
You doesn't need me now, so leave me now
You learned a lot of things from me
You're my Ungrateful friend.