My Soul Hurts Poem by Gold Trybes

Within my soul im lurking for answers to the word happiness.
i have tried all i can, given all i can, done all i can but its' still elusive
The pain that goes through my head hurts more than a dagger stuck in my back
i have sobbed, cried, jerked, but all has amounted to nothing
My emotions have been battered, and my thoughts in total disarray
and all this words still wouldnt express just how deeply i'm in pain, how i feel
Always tried to push it away but it keeps comin back hauntin with a poundin mortar
i give it my best shot, one day at a time, ..then it comes and too quickly...it goes away
Pray..what more can i do., .im hurtin deep from within me..yet no one sees my pain
All they see is a mask..a scarred mask of my brittle bones which are already weary
of a heart thats given all and gotten itself susceptible to breakin over and over again
and i ask myself why, ..why, , why, , and the more, i do, what trickles down my face are hot sobs
They say that sometimes life comes hittin hard at everything..i try but i see nothin
im scarred...truly scarred waitin for the next way out..my soul hurts, really hurts.