My Love Is Only Darker Poem by Zaria Fallenrise

Were you mine from the start?
Were you my love to have, my love to take?
I can feel my heart starting to break,
The world is trying to tear us apart….

Is this love real or is my mind clouded by hatred?
Is this love a nightmare, to haunt me?
Is this love a dream? I can hear the terrible screams?
Is this love to love for me to love?

Wake me up from this nightmare
I don't wanna live anymore
I'll scream you away
This is like my past, from before
Why are you doing this to me?

Set me free
From you.
I can't believe that
I love you.

Now my heart is breaking
The earth is tearing apart
This world is crushing down
The heavens are falling
The hells are destroying
My soul is dying
My life is calling out your name…

Is this love mine to have?
For me to take?
I want to be save
Yet you put my name on
This grave…

Is this love real or is my mind fill of shadows?
I want to be invisible
To hide from you
I wanna know
If your love for me is true?

My soul to take
My heart to break
My life to kill
My eyes to bleed
My death to avenge
My body to destroy
My world is only for you

This is only calling me out
Of my darkness.
This is only summoning me forth
From my light.
This is only taking me farther
Into my shadows.

My Love is Only Darker.