Amanda Deupree


My Life


my world is inside out and upside down
I feel I have lost my mind
all of the torturious pain inside
is only my love refined

my evil side is all I allow you to see
but inocent I remain
my heart has grown so deffensive
from years of so much pain

thoughts of you control my life
and that scares me so
deffensive is what I need to be
but still I need you to know

this little girl controls my heart
with memories of the old you
the evil side defends her so
by keeping her from what you do

I can not control my self
and can not help who i am
the evil me wants no love
and to sacrifice the perfect lamb

caugt in a place with no wrong or right
I am lost inside
I know the things I said to you
but you should know I lied

I hate the truth and confessions are so hard
and do not like this game
The pain is on my heart
and so I take the blame

I know I hurt you once before
no apology will suffice
but know that I am sorry
you are my sacrifice

is it the lack of you or because of you
that causes me this strife
I know that it confusses you
so welcome to my life

Submitted: Friday, May 17, 2013
Edited: Friday, May 17, 2013
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