My Last Poem Poem by Eric Adams

people take life for granted
always thinking theres no pain
hell even i have

you know what i mean

i hurt the one closest to me
the one i promised the world to
the one i'd never hurt
the one i'd grow old with
live a happy life
and make beautful babies with

and yet i was the dumb one
i cheated on the one i loved most
i killed her from the inside out
and made her feel pain again
after taking it all away

all i'm left with is pain
and it's all my fault
no one to blame but me

theres not a thing to take it away
nothing to take such pain i caused
and nor do i blame her

i mean how dumb can i be

here now let me tell ya now

i said i love you
that you were my world
then i sent you pic's
one of my face
and one of my junk

God i was dumb
how could do that
say those things
send those things

and to another woman

what sick discusting man i am

so i leave my phone for you to see
or give you choose to walk with me
to say the truth my self
you choose the phone
and thats cool with me

when you found out you cried
and you had every right

so i told you everything
i told you how dumb i was

but you didn't leave
you stayed to yell at me
to cry it all out

and yet you didn't leave

i told and showed
and cried it all out

no one means more to me
then you

and you didn't leave

you said it was over
but you stayed a bit longer

i confesed to your family
told' em everything i did

and yet you stayed

so you left and let me walk you
walk you to your car

you said it was over
yet you gave me a hug
even though i didnt deserve it

baby i'm sorry i hurt you
forgive me please
give me one more chance
to make it up

i love you
forever and always