My Heart Poem by musicland suicide

the pain its still here
the sorrow, the hole
it's all still here
it's been sown by the word
but its still ripping open
i cry out but you don't hear me
do you see my pain? my suffering?
no, you don't
it pushes and shovesuntil i'm in a corner.
i can't get out!
i'm suffocating!
then all of a sudden...
IT'S GONE, the floor, the ground, everything
it has no end it seems,
this hole,
then i hit the bottom and
your words being said you think i can't hear
but, i can
they sting like a thousand bullets
aiming straight for my heart
that's why it's all still here
but then again everything goes black
and i'm dying here inside this hole