My Fears Poem by mimi jinge

I lay on my bed with head full of thoughts
It seems like I can’t handle it any longer
I don’t even know what is wrong with me
Then I try to recollect and put myself together
Maybe I’m afraid

What exactly I’m I afraid of?
Is it the thought of losing another friend or family member
Is it the fear of what today or tomorrow will be
I still can’t figure it out
Is it the sun that sets but never rises

Is it the fantasies I crave for or my imaginations
Is it the people I’ve hurt or those that have hurt me
Is it the fear that i will be deserted by everyone
Is it the fear I won’t get there or be what I want to be
Is it the fear of letting my friends and family down

is it me?
The thing I fear most can it be
The person I’m expected to be
That person I become when I’m so sad like now
Then I discover that ………..
I am afraid of myself