My Eternal Twin Poem by R S

I hate this woman!
She puts me in such situation
That I'm taken advantage of
Used and abused, thereof
It extends my limits 
No matter how much I commit
Nothing is ever enough!
It's always been rough
Compared to this, compared to that
Ever ready to give me the spat
She gives others too many chances
To repeatedly hurt me with no stances

Why can't I just be me?
Why can't I stop the struggle?
Why can't I please myself instead?

Only if she's less caring, less friendly, less lonely
Stop trying too hard to please others only
Be a little more selfish and more careful
She'd be the most charming and wonderful

People can't make out between me and her
Neither can I.
Leaves me confused being in her shell
Moving with her limbs and draped in her skin