My Doubts Poem by jasmine ware

i doubt he loves me,
i doubt he cares,
i doubt he knows how much i really need him there,
i doubt he sees the way i look at him,
when my eyes are filled with tears,
i doubt he sees my wounds and scars,
the ones he caused, and i fear,
i doubt he notices my fear,
when he yells and hollers at me,
i doubt he considers the sacrafices,
ive made for u and i or us to be,
ive lost people close to me,
and some family,
i doubt he ever realizes,
that im unhappy,
i doubt he'll ever try to change his ways,
i doubt he even has thee ability to do such a thing,
i doubt he wants me to leave,
buht thats what i hav to do,
i tell him i feel unloved,
mistreated,
used,
fearful,
hurt,
unhappy,
and DOUbTFUL,
knowing that taking one step away from him,
will lead to my happiness,
amd all my doubts to an end