My Difficult Love Poem by Happy Place

love even when it is difficult
love even when you feel tired
love when the road gets hard
love when the world said not

love when there is no way to stay
stay when there is no room
stay when he is gone
stay when he said go

he is so full of contradictions
emotions lead to emotionless actions
i wonder who is crazier?
his words dont match his actions
i wonder whats running in his head
is he afraid of love
or am i not worth of his love

i cry for missing him
i smile when i think of him
i go crazy thinking of him
i still laugh at his stupid jokes
yes call me crazy for loving someone too difficult to even like

when he belittled himself
it broke my heart
when he said no one care
it tear me apart
when he said he is dying young
i wonder where this bitterness came from
i wonder what can i say or do to make things better for him
if only he can see how special he is thru my eyes

baby, dont be afraid
nothing you say will keep me away
nothing you do will chase me away
i am here to stay
beside you
unperturbed
during your rainy days
you can count on me
i wont judge you

baby, don't wonder why i love you
i just do
my heart only know you
only understand you
only want you
and i will always do
i hope you feel the same way too