My Addiction Poem by jackrabbit krjs

Grab my jacket and head out the door
After I've been motionless half dead on the floor
Scared and trying to remember how much I took the night before
I just remember missing you and being bored
Then thinking of suicide and not being able to take life anymore
And playin with my lighter that was brighter than a tourch
Kinda thinking that if I do a little that then I wouldnt ever do this anymore
That this time would be my last
Kinda what I thought the last time I did this and you asked
So maybe I wont do it even though if I need another stash
All I have to do is wait by the dumpster when I take out the trash
And wave to the old guy and show him my cash
Then I have something to go to when I want you back
I should have known better than to get attached
And sure maybe you could say these drugs are what I've hittin
but babby your my addiction