Mourning Poem by mystery writer

following a dark descending shadow
The light fading from sight
Wollowing in my own selfish pain
I don't care and leave the light behind
As tears fall in mourn
I feel my self torn
Torn between life and death
Can't see reason with oneself
Enough to even speak
Trajedy is devistating
Leaving everyone to wonder
Wonder and ponder my state of sanity
Even I encased in my own mind I
Do not know yet of my own state of mind.