Motherly Love, Motherly Advice Poem by Anonymous Daughter

When i was with him you were all I was thinking about
He said things that made me think differently
from what i've seen from t.v mom's
I get my motherly advice of the television
I get my motherly love of my dreams of what a real mother should be
I have two mother's and at the same time I have none
one is millions of miles away; and i know nothing of her
the other i can't talk to because of how she reacts to it
this is the time i need her (them) the most
but this is the time they could care less
I've been objecting to what he wants me to do for weeks now
but after a while my wall is starting to fall
I have nobody but me and god to build it up
I've lost god in my sinful ways
and i'm getting to weak to build
I get my motherly advice from other people's mom's
I get my motherly love from nowhere
I have two mothers and yet
I have none.