Mohabbat Ki Puraani Yaadein Poem by Shrini Deewana

Aaj ek zinda laash hoon mein kabhi chanchal thi jeevan meri,
Meri sooni jeevan ko usne mohabbat se rang di thi kabhi,
Jab se aayee thi woh mere jeevan mein jeevan madhur si lagne lagi,
Mera man kuch aisa machalne laga jaise rimjhim varsha barasne lagi.

Uske mohabbat mein mann bheega aise jaise varsha mein tan bheegata ho,
Usko apne seene se lagaake rakhna chahata tha mein har pal ko,
Mein is kadar use chahane laga jaise koi pyaasa chahe saawan ko,
Harr pyaas mitathi thi woh meri aur mann chaha uske hi sang jeene ko.

Mujhe itna pyaar diya usne jitna is jag mein payaa hoga na koi kabhi,
Phir ek din toofaan aayee meri beeti kaali jeevan uske nazar aayee,
Is baat se uska dil toot gayee au woh bas mujhse rooth gayee,
Woh saath mera chod gayee mujhe apne haal mein chod gayee.

Uska roothna mujhse saha na gaya par saari galati to thi meri,
Ab kos raha tha mein khud ko aur apne jeevan ke beeti baaton ko,
Jo mohabbat aayee thi mere jeevan ab jeevan bhar ki yaadein chod gayee,
Meri saari khushiyan chooth gayee jaise jeevan mujhse rooth gayee.

Ab bhi yaad aati hai mujhko uski saari mohabbat ki baatein,
Woh saare lamha yaad aati hai jo lamha humne saath gujaari thi,
Use paana shayad meri kismat mein nahin is liye saath apna chooth gayee,
Aaj ek zinda laash hoon mein kyon ki mere mohabbat mere saath nahin.

Shrini 'Deewana'