Mixed Emotions Poem by mary grace ramirez

I’ve been far away from you almost half of my life
Being in other part of the world I rarely reach you with my sight
I feel happy knowing I can help you one day and have a better life
But home sick is my greatest foe and still I need to fight

Knowing that your happy is my achievement that always wanted
Though being with you once in a blue moon it’s alright
Giving you the best I can I hope your contented
Because you’re the one that inspired me and makes my days bright

Few more days I will be leaving with all your sweet memories
Memories that I will keep in my heart and always remembered
Co'z in times of failure you’re the one who cheers me up
And keep reminding me to put Him in my heart so I can cope up

Soon I will be with my special someone to share the rest of my existence
Because of you I live with simple life and now ready to settle down
I can’t forget the love and care especially your parental guidance
Between the previous and next nervous breakdown.