Misconstrued Poem by neo riddick

This can't be right. when i close my eyes the one who passed is all i see. i try my hardest not to feel, but it gets more difficult with each passing day. i haven't the slightest idea of the others intentions. i know how i am. same state of mind for all my years. before i allow another to spark my interest, and charge that white light into my dark soul......they get dismissed. the dead won't let me go. how long do i carry on, untouched, walls up, chained to the unstable souls that consume every aspect of my life? maybe the links can be broken. the only way to break free is to turn to the dark one for answers. i am loyal to him......will he allow me to be loyal to another