Memories Poem by James Casey

Memories

I sometimes lay in silence,
My eyes closed dreaming within
As I look back on horrible scenes
From the places I have been

What would you have me tell you
You're always interested in my thoughts
What would you have me say
Yes, pills help me make it through the day

Do you truly want to come with me.?
Help me through these awful times
See these things that I still see
So that I can once again be free.

The dreams have affected my sleep
Sometimes, you've seen me sit and weep
I know you care why I sit and brood
But. you don't need to share this mood

If I could, I'd give them all away
Please.never, never, ever think
These are secrets I wish to keep;
In exchange for dreamless sleep.

But, for now, and just a bit longer
I'll have to keep it, all inside
These are gifts left over from the war
Please wait for just a bit more

You know, they say, PTSD has no cure
We'll, beat this thing, I'm sure
With your patient understanding
As we have, together, with everything

Jim 1994