Memories Poem by Megan (Emo) white

My summer memories, should they last.
My summer memories, are gone way past.
and i've fallen under, so did i crash?
what happend here, where things clear.
looking up at the sky i seen you my
dear, beautiful smile, ear to ear, butterflies from here to here.
this summer memory, they've gone so fast
but the person in your heart, is what honestly really lasts. from broken break ups to heartless fathers who scream and shout but there the mess ups not you
not anything about you.
my summer memories, i remember
clear. (kim, sarah, adam)
my friends are gone im not so sure
who are they, what i've done,
but these days of us are gone, and im
begining to loose hope.
for us, it cant be over, i look at you closer.
you take care of my heart more then
i do. (adam)
but what did i do?
im afraid of loosing you,
but i loose myself in the thoughts of
hurting you, i cant hurt you
i cant do this without you
i need you
my hopless thoughts. they just progess
taking on monday, and its the
freaking best. you can take away my pride,
and you can take away my hope but you
will never take away the life i live
i choose. your the worthless messed up man,
get locked up thats where you belong
you hurt, thats what your made of (dad)
you live for it.
you live in fear.
you worthless coward
just dissapear...
2 more years, this time im gone.
2 more years and then ill run.
run so far, so far away
crank my tunes and end that pain.
those disturbing memories.
living in the future now.
better things some how.