Maybe Poem by Your Pusha

I'm going to go to bed now
I'm going to try and sleep
I'm going to take these pills now
Maybe they will help me be free 

Free from memories of you
Free from all the pain
Free from all my thoughts of you
Maybe none of them I'll retain

Retain nothing of our perfect life
Retain nothing of your promises 
Retain no wishes of being your wife
Maybe even forget our first kiss

Kiss once full of love 
Kiss now can bring death
Kiss from your lips 
Maybe all of this one day I can forget