Lyricz 2 My Soul Poem by Edgard Canales

Lately I've been on edge
worried about
my future and all the troubles up ahead.

constantly praying to the Lord
suffer from depression
so my sadness is like a sword.

Sharp blade ripping through
my heart,
tip piercing my very core
no sunshine
my life is in the dark.

Old scars and wounds have opened up again
bleeding the LYRICZ 2 MY SOUL
on my trusted pad and pen.

More to life then this
future blurry
think I'm #1 on Karma's list.

Always feeling down and out
F.ck the world
at the top of my lungs I want to shout.

Wonder if heaven and hell really do exist
and when I'm gone will I be missed.

At night I CAN'T SLEEP
visions of a TRAGIC DEATH
hanging from a noose
blood dripping from my dangling feet.

THE EXHAUSTING BATTLES IN MY MIND
take me on LONG JOURNEY THROUGH THE STARS
from time to time.

I put my FEELINGS IN WORDS
but there is more,
more in my mind
I can feel it I my soul.

STILL IN TEARS
cause of Grandmas
EMPTY ROCKING CHAIR,
TO MY MOTHER and my siblings
LOVE & MISS YOU GUYS
cause I really care.

4 WALLS TO A CELL inside my head
just walls and bars,
cold & empty room
don't even have a bed.

4 WHAT IT'S WORTH
got used to all the agony & hurt.

A PAINTING WITH MY FACE
AND A FROZEN HEART IN A SEE THROUGH CASE
are one of the many dreams I have from day to day.

ANGER IN MY HEART
fighting with demons
so I don't fall apart.

BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD
when I had both my little girls.

But BEHIND THE SMILES lots of thing are going on
to free my mind BURNIN' WHITE BOYZ
all day long.

MARY, MARY, LADY OF MY DREAMS
More than just a ONE NIGHT STAND
I need you on my team.

Chris, MATTHEW JOSE MIRANDA
NATALY & MIYA, YOU OWN MY HEART
the thought of your smiles get me through
the day from the very start.

Time together is what we lack
distance between countries
make it hard for me to SHOW MY LOVE BACK.

MY BROTHER'S KEEPER TO THE END
LOVE MY FAMILY MORE & MORE THAN I ALREADY DO
if this life I had to do it all again.

Even though
MY BABY SHE SO SEXY IN EVERY WAY
all the fussing and fighting
got me WONDERING if it's TOO LATE.

It's tough but like the older couples
we'll be alright,
though SOMETIMES I FEEL SINGLE
When we fight.

I have a SMALL QUESTION TO MAKE
Why is TEMPTATION, PASSION IN EVERY WAY?

THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME
Is what I say,
My Old Soul
searches endlessly and desperately
for it's better days.

THE PERSON BEHIND THE PEN
people do not know
THE DEVIL & HIS SON HAUNT ME
til This day since I was a boy.

Life makes one promise
and It is death
so never give up
fight til your last breath.

For years my life was like a giant cloud
the rain
made my bitter tears hit the ground.

As a child
I was grown
grew up fast
really young and living on my own.

I have said all this just to state
God is on my side
and gives me the strength
to overcome the obstacles
behind the decisions that I make.

Today I can finally say
all and all I'll be ok
in God's hands now
He will determine what will be my fate.

LYRICS TO MY SOUL, I have to write
Happy to say
again..
all and all I'll be ok.