Lust At First Sight Poem by Marcquiese Burrell

Never intended for it to happen
I had an itch that needed to be scratched
Guess I liked the physical and mental aspect of it
and it required no commitment
It's nothing that I've fantasize of
and yeah it was empty and unsatisfying
But, it's definitely worth doing at least once in a lifetime
Could never imagine the fact
That I would be giving away myself to another
in a way that should be giving to someone special
Having been caught up in a moment of intense passion
at the time it felt right
Though, it was one big mistake I've made
I'd be one to admit that... it's more interesting in a relationship
went against all I believed in... and it made me feel guilty
just didn't feel meaningful to me nor was it satisfactory in anyway
every minute I regreted it, but, apart of me wanted it so desperately
Yes... an incident, I don't ever want to relive again
Yeah, it was a mutual feeling between two people
who only wanted to have fun for one night
still, I have to be honest... I wasn't amazed
Nor did it blow my mind, the whole experience dissatisfied me
Would I be seen as cheap or would there be lack of respect for me?
I only acted on a feeling... and it's something all humans do
ain't that apart of being human?
Dealt with breakup that hurts so bad, I found solace when I was sad
just was the way I choose to deal with the pain that I feel