Love Hurts Poem by Ashley Olson

I want to cry
I want to hurt myself
I hate myself right now
It feels like im blaming myself
Is it my fault?
No it couldnt of been
I love her so much
I hate love cause this is pain
All these mixed feelings
I dont know what to do
How could she hold it in all this time
I know I messed up
But so did she
She made me feel like shyt all this time
When she went and did the samething
But worse she messed with a man
That's just wrong
I still cant even forgive myself
And to know she did the same thing
I came out and told her the truth
Why couldnt she?
How could she not tell me?
After all this time now she wants to cleanse herself
Is this how she felt when I told her i messed with someone else
If this is how she felt
I only feel worse
I would NEVER want to cause someone this pain
Honestly I dont want know if I did
I hate this
I know I will forgive her
Only time will tell
I love her