Love, Hate, Or Somewhere In Between Poem by Bobby Pask

I dont talk
to many a person.
i dont gawk
for any old reason

i avoid others
for their stupidity.
they have few cares
other than their odities.

some acts
cant be ignored.
these facts
must be revealed.

my hate
for the masses
increases at exponential rates.
it can be seen without glasses

but them,
something changes.
all the women and men
change my emotional ranges.

there appears
an angel.
all my troubles and fears
begin to repeal.

you show me
the good in the world.
i feel free.
my wings feel unfurled.

you mean
so much.
i feel like i can lean
on you as a crutch.

but something happens
and im hurt.
again, i hate humans
and i feel lower than dirt.

the question is
do i love or hate her?
but, does
it truly matter?