Lost Love Poem by val legend

I lost my mind...
am in a daze...
into d distant past I gaze...
my thoughts are clouded its a haze...
my thoughts are in knots like a shoe laze...

we had something good going...
wt u I was happy...
wt u I was me...
with u I let my guards down...
but I got scared that someday u will let me down...
I panicked...
afraid of what might
or might not be...

tot things were moving too fast...
I asked for some space...
tot I needed a break...
tryna protect my heart from a break...

maybe I was right...
maybe I was wrong...
it doesn't really matter anymore...
'cos I will never know....
I never stuck around long enough...
to find out d end of d story...

I left u...
lost my place beside u...
'coz I was thinking about ME not US...
could not believe anyone...
cud love me like u did...
it felt too good...
it felt surreal...

without u my life is a maze...
u drove me to d brink of sanity...
yet were my clarity...
this loss I will bear forever...
for u my heart aches...
if I close my eyes forever...
will it ease my pain?
my heart is so heavy
every time I close my eyes...
all I see is your eyes...
so beautiful as d very 1st day I saw u...
all I ever wanted was a life full of laughter...
but all that really matters is love ever after...
There is no life without u...