Lost.. Poem by Lovely No One

I have not ever been so lost,
I know not what to do.
I use to think that being a child,
That was the worst thing to be..
Now,
Oh gods, now..
I know that is not true.
I was able to run away as a child,

No, I can't run away.
I still hear the voice,
I hear what they call me,
What they say,
I don't klnow what to do,
No,
I really don't. I think,
That more than ever..

I need a guided help.
You use to make me feel so important,
I wonder, do you remember that?

This was so long ago,
It does seem that,
Time does fly.

I can't seem to remember if you where even real,
Please let me know that you were.
All I want to know,

How do I make it not hurt?
All the voice and what they say,
All the haterd they point towards my way.

How do I make it stop,
How do I make them see..

I am human, and I am...
Me.