Lost Poem by Faduma Muhammed

How could i have been so blind?
Giving you everything i had
Nothing left to call mine.
You were never there
when i want you to be
I only wanted to hear the truth.
But no, you'd sit there and lie to me.
Excuses, excuses
Tired and sick of your excuses.
Saying you love me
When your love is only abusive.
You tease me
You taunt me
Leaving me all confused
And lost.
So lost.
Yes lost.
Lost.
You expect me to be sorry?
Making me feel like im always wrong.
Giving in to everything you say.
Feeling so weak, not close to strong.
But this time
Oh this time.
Ill take everything from you.
Never be there
When you want me too.
And this time
oh this time
Ill tease you
And ill taunt you
And leave you confused
And lost
So lost
Yes lost
Lost.