Lost Poem by Monica CruzHerbert

Wandering around so helpless at night
Whispers of hate fill the room so bright
They want me gone, to be alone and doomed 

Secrets fill my head, the words are so damaging
Over and over, the chatter haunts my every move
Why can't I ignore the buzzing in my ear?
Why can't I walk away from all the pain?

As I sit here in sadness and my fear of being alone
Becomes reality, my eyes redden and fill with tears
Ugly thoughts race through my head
No one loves you, no one cares, so do us all a favor
And be gone and dead

These feelings can't be right, no one should go through this
How do I ignore the words that chase my every move
Then a whisper from up above  comes flows through my ears,  
By hope, prayer and GOD's good grace my child
Just leave your heart open and he will embrace...