Lost Poem by Allen gill

Though I know where I am, I feel lost in my mind and body, though others can place me I don't know where I am my nickname is technes how can that be when i was robbed by the beast that raped me, What i was built on is now a lie there is no more just a plain flat surface what will be there next I do not know my foundation can only hold so much be gentle I'm frail and I can't stand it I wanna be firm and lean no like mr.bean i wanna be kinda mean not a beast but a warrior a protector I don't know if can I'll try though.