Losing All Sanity Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Trying to make it.
trying not mentally break.
every direction i go.
its always a no.
one day im gonna blow.
Can i be a skit z?
can i be crazy?
when push comes to shove i will go nuts.
but only if defending those i love.
yeah i feel resentment but it doesn't bring me to my knees.
at least not yet. signed with a feeling of blood soaked regret.
I'm just trying make it. cant you see that.
but still i don't know i can take it.
denial after denial and not even an ounce sympathy.
not that i desire pity. but come on if you please.
I know theirs is nothing wrong with me.
except maybe a loss of dignity.
even i can't deny it.
for thiers is a dark stain on my heart.
will i forever marked?
a tortured soul.
Yet i feel as if im always in control.
Is the world truly mine to take?
Or will i continue on my path of mistakes.
I'm just trying to make it.
if someone would help me.
feeling kinda of desperate.
feeling kinda lonely.
oh oh oh yeah yeah yeah god must really hate me ha ha.
what was i ever even thinking.
Maybe i was mentally breaking