Loser Poem by Ocean Myranda

I sit here, invisible to everyone,
Nothing I say or do matters,
Not even my friends know me,
Just more people decieved by my mask.

I watched everyone else succeed,
As I sit here failing,
Just another guy to give me hope,
When I know what will happen.

Just wanting to be loved,
To be wanted, to be cared for,
Knowing I'll be alone in the end,
Maybe, I should go for one more.

Pain from emotions blocks out the physical pain,
The word carved into my heart,
Knowing it'll never leave,
Hatred, Alone, Anger, Dead, Hurt, what more to say?

Just a loser, nothing to anyone,
A push over, so easy to manipulate,
A girl so close to the edge,
Just waiting for someone to save her.

Just knowing she'll be pushed,
Alone to suffer,
Just another loser in this world,
So many secrets eating her alive.

Feeling like a fallen angel,
Just knowing she isn't an angel,
The bottom of the food chain,
Never making her way to the top.

Losing her loved ones,
Tortured from 10 till she was 12,
The scars, in her head, so many flashbacks,
Wishing she could just disappear.

Just another useless girl,
Slowly dying inside,
The cuts bleeding out,
Just another useless loser.