Long Time Undone Poem by Liliana EL.

I have finally gotten the chance I have not
What I have been dreaming of and hoping for at length
Such an open opportunity I closed off
I continue to reflect
This possibility so appealing
Growing on me still
Occupy my mind
Occupy my thoughts
Drifting on
Hours go
I lie here still
Under covers
Consider much
Consider what
Turn on
Flip over
One side then another
Other beings exist
Those other fancies persist
To have thought so much and to just let all go?
To have worked just to throw away in laziness and daze
What cloud which sits upon much with me