Lonely Life Poem by Fredde Afzederos

I am sitting here once agian
in the dark corner the dark and lonely corner
i thought i already escaped it but i was wrong,
now im here agian im sitting here and listen
listen on my beating heart
listen on how it slowly die
die in the rate of my tears that dropp down my cheeks
And i feel
feel the tear go down my cheeks
it dosent matter how much i try
they are still there there,
and ready to fall out my eyes
I thought all this was over
but i was wrong once agian
The loneliness caputred me for a long time ago
and im still trapped
trapped in this dark and sad loneliness
This loneliness i just wanna escape
its just so much
i just cant take it
I cant stand to be alone anymore
i want someone here
someone that cares
someone that for once could give me a smile
a smile instead for a scar in my soul