Lifeless Poem by Elizabeth Shadows

My life is ruined
I don't want to do this anymore
I walk with no life left
i'm falling apart
I'm about to shatter
One slip up
And i crack to pieces
There's no more
Of the girl I was before
She's been long gone
But ever once in a long while
She'll come to the surface
You can see it in the short small gleam in my eye
But she doesn't stay
I have so much bitterness, anger, and sorrow
That pushes her back down
Drowns her
I wish I could save her
To be who I was
To actually live.