Life Story Poem by Niken Kusuma Wardani

I was just indecent kid
Trying to grab a handful lesson
Taught to hold on good deeds
Longing to look for nod of approval
Dreaming to have the perfect savior
To pleased every figure and ease myself

I was a new beginner
To know the lesson become unbearable tough
And saw good people disposed their sanity
Punished by the way every face shake in pity
Deject when even the faith break into pieces
Torn apart when they’re refused to share my tears

I was growing in pain
Becoming unbelievable rough
Distrust every good mind and heart
Learn the best way to erase people face
Fight with my own desperate fantasy
Cut the stream of tears before it get dry

I am dying now in my own tyranny
Wearing shell to cover my wounded soul
Kill the desire to lost in love and emotion
Miss to greet the familiar smile in lovely face
Afraid of hurting and bruising other’s mind
Drowning in the ocean of my lonely fears

I shall live again one day
I’ll stripped the fake shell to reveal an innocent soul
Follow every star to find my true love
Embrace each gaze to share the warm wishes
Heal every scar and cherish forgiveness
To rejoice in full joy through eternity