Life Belongs To Whom? Poem by ainan ahmad

Sometime I really got baffled
My life belongs to whom?
To them who breed and raise me
Protect me from everything
Like umbrella protect from rain
Or to whom? , I grown up with
Sharing my childhood emotion and imagination
But as I enter in my teenage
Omitted all my stupefaction
I grow up some more
Someone enter like a typhoon
Import all my tention,
Act before I going think
As she know what,
In brain going to blink
As sometimes passed away
I got, our goal is individual
She need life, I need achievement
When entered in mutual relation
Every thought come for some responsibilities
As responsibility grown to be responsible
I begin to feel old all around
And start to wait for my death.