nicky joyce

(17 08 81 / devon)

Letting it all out.


Sitting and feeling I`m lost in space
A wonderful time was had and grace
The feeling of completeness took us all
Now loneliness and lost-ness kicks in to fall
Tears tumbling as I sit alone
No one to have no one to call

Giving my all walls all down
Now feeling I`ve been kicked to the ground
Reality is hard and painful within
The secret of me to which is kept in

I`ve come along way and fought my battles
Faced a lot of fears and massive struggles
Proved myself time and time again
When is it that this pain will end

Scared and hurting glad my kids can`t see
They`ve been threw to much fighting little bee`s
I show them the world and what it`s like to be
To have the perfect life to have them smiling

I`m not quitting but won`t be a mug
Won`t be left feeling like I have been made once
I fight with all I have to give
I won`t stand lonely and left feeling dim

I`m not one for hiding I`ve done that before
Don’t you dare put this on me
That’s hurtful and cruel
I`m standing my ground and fighting with will
Even though I`m deflated and feeling grim

My backbone I`ve found with help along the way
You`ve supported me so don’t go throwing that away
I know the score as you do to
I`ve done and proved myself
Now it`s all over to you

Submitted: Sunday, January 05, 2014
Edited: Monday, January 06, 2014

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Poet's Notes about The Poem

Having decided this year was going to be my year for my children and I, I took them away to show them what its like to see the new year in happy and in a happy safe place. But as life stands everyday life has always got something to throw at you. I use to hold in what I felt and it got me in a very bad way and I made bad decisions, I lost myself along the way and also pushed what made me truly happy away, but I have come along way since and proved myself. The saying is make or brake and I cant do anymore then I have done, so I`m hoping by writing this I keep myself and my children on track and if a certain person wants to be in our life`s he realises we all have a breaking point and not to push me back there again. new year new start that's my goal.

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