Letting Go Poem by Kiki Marie

You let me go like it was no big deal,
Disreguarding how I would feel.
I try so hard not to let it get to me.
But you don't care, i can see.

I think about you so much.
&& on me this is really tough.
I wonder if you even think about me.
Even if this is how it's supposted to be.

There apart of me thats never been filled.
Im not moving, i am stilled.
Am I ever going to be complete,
or just taste the bitter defeat?

You have a completely new family,
but, i wish you were here to see,
All the things I'm growing into.
But, I've done it without you.

One day you'll find out what you've missed.
Your athletic girl, who is really pissed.
Now I'm starting to let go.
Becuase I have to go with the flow.

It's not worth hold on any longer.
Because when I do, I'm rather somber.
I hope one day you will see...
...See what a great girl I've grown to be.


[authors note: this poem, whether you interpret this way or not, is about me being adopted. this is almost like a letter to my mom letting her know how i feel and such.]