Jelousy Or Cheating? Poem by Melissa Franks

I write on my arms a sweet goodbye
I was always the one sitting there crying
You never saw me bleeding
(You knows if you would have cared)
I wanted you to tell me(how you felt)
But you were never there
My heart feels like it stopped in my chest
I felt as if like the others I was just seen as the rest,
I gave you my hand and you CHOSE to let go,
I cried for you to be here (you acted as if you didnt know)
when I questioned the late night calls,
You acted like It was nothing at all,
As I laid in bed feeling my chest break in half,
All you were wondering was how long could you last,
I felt like I knew but yet I fell over the deep end,
You saw me sit there and tried to be my friend,
My lungs felt like I was unable to breathe,
Then after I sat there all there was, was defeat,
I asked myself a thousand times did you really care?
Such thoughts were answered cause you were never there.