It's Not Your Fault You Tried Poem by Sandra Marie

I might of needed you when I was 8
But now that I'm growing.
You come to show your face to me more.
Which I appreciate, Don't get me wrong.

In two more years I will be 18.
I have my life ahead
and I'm planning
I'm making my life day by day.


Dad I truly do love you
But I feel like I never had a Dad.
So don't get sad
I'm sorry for saying that... I am.

I blamed you for a lot of stuff
You did not do
But some you know you were doing.
Some you know you love doing.

I see movies with the perfect little family.
With a Mom who will cook everyday and be home
With a Dad who will come home from work.
With three brothers who knew eachother like a book
And me smiling always and forever.

How come we can't be like that?

I may not remember when Mom left
But I do know at the beginning of my life
You tried even if you had to Lie.
But I know you love me.

Now soon In the God's will
I will be 16, two more years
I'm up and going.

Its not because of you.
You had your chance to know me.
Its because I want to live my life
And be the women God wants me to be.

Daddy its okay if you really wanted to be there.
Its okay My father in heaven takes cares of me.
He always does and will.

So Don't Be Sad
I'm Sorry for saying that......I love you forever and Always