Jennifer Gordon Poems

The expectation is someone will come looking for you.
The reality is that they are either too stupid to know something's wrong
or that they simply don't care....
Frankly, this time I think that he just doesn't care anymore....
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The clouds and the colors are no longer
I feel so on top
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I am sorry that i will never be good enough.
I am sorry that i did something wrong.
I am sorry that for some reason you feel this way.
I am sorry that i make you cry.
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Smiles on the out,
But I really want to shout.
I can't take it anymore.
the pain makes me sore.
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I shake
I quake
until I finally wake.
Locked in this box.
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You hide in your horrid fantasy.
Basing it off of reality.
Running away from what you know is there
Hiding in the closet
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This is life,
we accept it for what it is.
when it sucks we are supposed to get back up.
It is a cycle.
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With him I am warm.
But now that everything has gone up in flames
I went back to the old sames
I am not mad at the sun that has disappeared
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There are moments in life when we realize things.
and those things become detrimental if we are to succed.
Unfortunately we tend to shoo away the trigger that sets of the epiphany.
We hold the gun
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Why?
That's my question. Why? Why am I still in pain? I care for you, yes that hasn't changed but the type of care that I have for you is different/
I wouldn't take you into my life the same way.
I couldn't.
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