It Comes To A Point Poem by Moon Child

you know your gone when
your only refuge is loud music
to drown out your own feelings
to numb yourself to the world
just to stop the voices in your head from driving you insane
day after day i put my music up so loud
that i cant hear a thing
just to stop my feelings from getting in my way
sadness
anger
frustration
depression
feeling lost
all things i go through on a daily basis
yes i am happy
when i forget whats going on around me
read
write
draw
go to a movie
see my boyfriend
listen to music
but at the end of the day my biggest wish is to forget
so i sleep
only to begin again
to seek refuge in my music once again
to drown out myself
slowly but surely I'm drowning
my own tears the ocean